Will you?

If im no longer here and could never be found, will you cry for my lost? will you miss my presence? will you keep the memories that you share with me safely in your memory box? as if those memories are precious? will you regret for not spending more time with me? will you regret for treating me badly? will you regret for making me feel like im nothing and worthless? will you feel bad for your actions? will you feel bad for using me to get what you want and only come to me when you want something? will you feel like a jerk by making me wait and not replying my messages?

I guess not, because i know how you really feels about me. I know that from your eyes, im just an ugly, dark, short, fat, disgusting, annoying, and clingy person that you can take advantage of. Now that you got what you want, i'm nothing.